Only You

When I stop to think,that you wont be there to smile when I wink
I wont be there to see you dressed in all pink
when I blink and you are not there, my hearts gonna sink
I cant sleep, cant eat, cant drink
When I think of you gone
A big part of my lifes all torn
in pieces and Jesus, I must have mixed right for wrong
For you to come, I will be twice as nice
I cannot stand to pay the price
I will do anything to see you come back to me
Dont leave me alone
I am in need of a home and a girl I will live with happily
Together, matter of fact we be, like the fruit from an apple tree
So I will plead for you to come back
Me and you is where the fun is at
We both know that, we love that
We have been there, we have done that
but we both still got a lot left to track

The Lover of my life
Please do not make me cry
The Lover of my life
Please never ever leave me alone
Please stay with me
Lover of my life

Girl you cannot do this to me
Your whole crew is in for me
They try to make you realize
We are both too simply too tight
They kind of know its smooth. right?
From a distance they know our love is like a boom mic
And I would hate to loose my only date to choose
Even Gods creations are all made in twos
So I say we cruise into the way we are supposed to be
girl you know you have gotta flow with me
And so we be the greatest lovers around
We can make a new whole world together
And be loving it now
We can take our love straight to the top
Maintain the same game forever while were making it hot
So do not try to think of breaking up( Guess you already did)
'Cos I can make it up to you
With all the love I stuff for you
In the middle of my thugs and crew
I still plead for you to stay with me (Come back to me)
'Cos Im in love with you

I could stay a whole week
without you no sleep
I figured that is because my thoughts go deep
Thinkin about you
And bringing my heart to the state of mind
Where i know that I am beginning to woo you
Where its my plea to get you right with me
And I will wait for you to come cos you truly fit me
and stay together through the weather like Bob and Whitney
An then we shine like the rims of a silver Bentley
You know I never loved no other like you
To hug a mother might do
It will make me show my hearts broken in two
I will give my life as a token for you
You might not know that I am choked up
But men Im still choking it through
You are my wife to be, my babies' mama to stay
And what you is, is what Id like to see
Come girl give your life to me
And Im a fight for the right to be your only man
and if I gotta fight then I'll fight for free.

When I think about you leaving I find myself grieving
Though it seems deceiving I'm still believing girl you'll stay with me forever
And I'll remain humbly kneeling while your heart is healing
Tear drops revealing the way that I'm feeling girl please stay with me forever

May Playlist

Styl plus- Longing for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyhOzbq_3as

Styl plus- Runaway
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNPB1eTXl8E

Keri Hilson- Knock you down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FF5Q1jr28PM

Michael Jackson- The way you make me feel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEU9Q8NlOiY

Avant- I'm sorry

Hope- Who am I to say
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTJ5ss0KEcg">

Pleasure P-Did you wrong
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4U9HpNz__s

W.A.V.E- Mo feran re
http://www.notjustok.com/2009/07/19/wave-mo-feran-re/

Jasmine Sullivan- Lions, Tigers and Bears
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBy19ISgLN8

John Legend- Ordinary People
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7jQ4jO4AwFY

Shirley Horn- Once I loved
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnB7lCvE1s4

R Kelly- If only I could turn back the hand of time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7K_FYtAIBS8

Shinedown-Second chance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAcwdrIG6yw

It's canceled

This is a memo sent out to notify you all of the cancellation of tonight's gathering at my place. It is due to powers beyond me and I hope you all can understand and move your schedules as required.

Also, I wanted to say a big thank you to all who came out to Lago yesterday. Even more appreciated, those who came out to Diesel on thursday. Much love. I love you all( no home, guys.)

One last thing, I ask of you all to come to my thanksgiving service on SUNDAY at 10am at ALL NATIONS FULL GOSPEL CHURCH, 1170 NEWMARKET AVE, OFF INNES ROAD, OTTAWA. I must thank God for the life he has given me and the hope of a greater tomorrow. What has not killed me has made me stronger. I am made for greatness.

The Festivities

To celebrate the 20 odd years God has given me, and to thank him for the many more to come, my birthday mate and friend, and I have decided to come up with a series of gatherings and fun times.

1. THURSDAY, JULY 16
Diesel Night Club
$8
10-2am

2. Friday, July 17
LAGO bar and grill
Free
10-2:30am

3. Saturday, July 18
2833-B Baycrest Drive, off Heron Road
11- 4am( or later)

4. Sunday, July 19
Thanksgiving Service
All Nations Full Gospel Church
1190 Newmarket Road, off Innes Rd

Possible Lunch/Dinner
Details to be sent across soon.

Your gifts and well wishes are appreciated in good faith.

The Countdown-A day closer

I have been getting friends and family, those who care and people of importance, asking me what I want for my birthday. At the top of my list is happiness, but only God can give that. I have thought I should make a wish list( Warning: This posting will be deleted, once my birthday has reached.)

1. Arsenal Jersey( 2nd or 3rd)
2. Any nice footwear(s), mostly flat shoes
3. A wrist watch
4. A new car
5. Nice ties
6. Male Jewelry
7. Body care products
8. Soccer boot
9. Some inspirational books
10. Anything you can think of. I would be very much appreciative of your creativity. The lack of ideas made up this list.

Shoe Size: Size 12
Shirt Size: Medium
Pant size: 33 W, length 36

Please pardon me if this is wrong but I thought it was the best way to answer people asking me for what I want.